>I feel so lucky in so many ways. At the start of this process, I would have given anything if someone had told me that tiredness and a bit of nausea was my main problem! And 18 days in, those are my main issues.
It’s hard sometimes to stay positive though when I keep on feeling like that. I know I’m really lucky, and I know that I should be so so grateful….so many people have such terrible side effects. But the last two days have been hard and I am totally wiped out at the moment. I have a mouth that tastes like a badger has died in it and whatever I eat tastes awful…..but I can’t stop eating because it feels so horrid when I’m not. And to top that, I haven’t really slept the last two night. I thought it would be when I was on dexamethasone that I struggled with sleep, but it seems to be much more random than that. It’s not that I lie there awake for hours, but more that I wake every hour on the dot and am pretty alert before falling back to sleep. Which has left me in a bit of a state!! Good for nothing come the evenings!
We’re still doing stuff…..Nick’s brother came down with his wife and little boy today which was lovely…we took all the kids to see Father Christmas at the local farm and they had a ball….I want to keep stuff going for them. It’s hard though, as really I just want to curl up in front of the TV at the weekend so that I have some energy in the week!
Anyway, tomorrow will be a family day….the kids want to do their christmas cards and we’ll just chill out here I think! Lovely juvely!